On Wednesday the 16th of June, Carol O’Connor led a Spiritual Reading Group session via Zoom on the Welsh poet R.S. Thomas. Four poems were discussed, the first poem being ‘The Other’.
The Other
There are nights that are so still
that I can hear the small owl calling
far off and a fox barking
miles away. It is then that I lie
in the lean hours awake listening
to the swell born somewhere in the Atlantic
rising and falling, rising and falling
wave on wave on the long shore
by the village that is without light
and companionless. And the thought comes
of that other being who is awake, too,
letting our prayers break on him,
not like this for a few hours,
but for days, years, for eternity.
from Destinations, 1985
In the late 1990s, 20 years after RS Thomas left
Aberdaron, Evelyn Davies came as vicar there. Apart from mentioning: ‘I
think RS would turn in his grave if he knew a woman priest was here,’ she also
says of her time there: ‘…..You(‘d) hear such stories. Someone would have
come for miles to knock on his door. This would open a crack. “What do
you want?” “I should like to talk to you about your poetry. There’s something
I don’t understand.” “Well, if you don’t understand it, there’s very
little I can add.” Bang. But I think he used to blame that on the wind.’
(Rogers 233)
RS Thomas mostly resisted ever giving an
interpretation of his poetry. Insisting that the words can only ever say
what they mean by their actual saying it.
No matter where we take these poems this morning,
RS Thomas is right in that we can only ever go back to the words in the
poem. This poem is written out on a large slate slab in the church at
Aberdaron commemorating his memory there. It was originally published in
1985 and probably would have been written later during his retirement at
Sarn. There at night, in the white stone cottage high above the ocean,
such ponderings seem a good setting.
I want to begin with this poem because the tone is
a gentle one and the theme touches on a recognition of a kind of
existential consciousness of self in relation to other that particularly
runs through the latter poems. The poem reads simply, smoothly. But like
so many of his poems, this belies its ambiguity and complexity. The
language and imagery are pared back. As the hours are described as being
lean so too is there something without embroidery or productive in the
experience of lying awake alone in the night. Lean has a double meaning
in English. Spare, skin and bones. But also slope, bend, recline into.
These hours seem to lean into the swell born from some deeper ocean of
experience.
The single syllables of the first two lines are uttered
as if night time quiet tentative footsteps:
There are nights that are so still
that I can hear the small owl.
After this come a series of present participles:
calling barking, listening….These words ending with -ing give the
sensation of rocking. The rhythm begins to sync with the gentle motion
rising and falling of the ocean waves. The reader is softly swayed, coaxed
and attuned into the rhythm of the poet’s line of thought.
The voice is self-consciously solitary: the poet
is alone with his thoughts at night, perhaps lying awake in bed.
It’s a period those of us prone to nocturnal meditations can identify
with. The imagery is natural: the fox, the owl. Night creatures, accustomed
to this period of time, are awake with him. To be solitary in this way
feels natural in the poem. Yet bereft. And it is not only confined to
the sense of being a single individual. The village itself with
its own lights turned off is companionless. But alone and apart from
what?
Many of the RS Thomas poems directly ask spiritual
questions: ‘What are a god’s dreams?’ he asks in Incarnations or ‘What
are the emotions / of God’ in Silence. If not directly, they rest upon
or are in tussle with some existential interrogation. There is an
absence of celebratory poems for occasions such as birthdays or
Christmas. Even when featured, the mood in poems such as Blind Noel is
not celebratory in observing: Love knocks with such frosted fingers. His
poems are never directly addressed to Christ, or to God, they are often
internal soliloquies on absence or presence. The question this
poem The Other seems premised on has something to do with how far apart
can we bear to be or feel from another soul or from God? How far out is
too far out? How dark does a village have to be before it is too dark?
There are two spiritually pivotal moments in the
poem: “listening / to the swell born in lines 5-6 and “the thought comes
/ of that other being” in lines 10-11. They are both broken across two
lines and I think of them as spiritual because they are moments when the
poet connects with something bigger than himself. The swell of the ocean
expands the movement of his own reflections. Through this sea the
listening poet is being rocked and linked slowly into some greater
recognition about the nature of existence. His listening stretches
beyond the St Georges channel of Wales and the Celtic sea, right out
much further into the large expanse of Atlantic Ocean.
Once more it takes only 3 single syllable words:
the thought comes which seems to move into the verse with the quiet
stealth of a night owl or fox, to create a powerful effect. This thought
is a fastening and enough to spark connection. It's as if by the very
act of thinking of another person, known or unknown, is itself enough in
prayer to bring us together. And it’s the imagery of the sea that allows
this joining of one spirit to another to happen.
The last 5 lines all run in together. Once the
swell of the ocean has opened his imagining of another, his own
pondering further expands in person and place. The first person ‘I’
becomes third person ‘our’ and time and these few hours becomes
eternity. This is the life of prayer. This is what links us all not just
in empathy, or place and one time, but in all time itself.
It is never too far out to be apart from God. It
is never too dark for a village to be companionless. In the life of
prayer broken relationships are linked into an unending unity with
others, known or unknown. The poem becomes our prayer, as our
perceptions, alongside the poet, are expanded out in time, place and
personhood: from the particular to the all. In all this is a deep
abiding: rest and peace, solitary yet connected with one another and in
swelling presence of God.
Sources
Byron Rogers.
The man who went into the west : the life of R.S. Thomas. Aurum, 2006 R. S. Thomas. Collected poems 1945-1990.
Phoenix Giants, 1993
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