“The house must first of all
accept the night,” writes Jessica Powers in her poem ‘The House at Rest’. Like
other Carmelite mystics, like other people generally, she is working from the experience
of night – unknown, challenging, prayerful, creative – and in her case enunciated
in the writings of St John of the Cross. The epigraph sets the scene. It is the
place and time when the lover will go out to meet the beloved, just as we read in
the Song of Songs. John knows the biblical poem; Jessica knows both the Song of
Songs and John’s poems of the night. She asks the question, “How does one hush
one’s house?”, i.e. how can one go out to meet the lover if one’s house is not
at rest? Her description of the house can be at once her own restless thoughts
and the collective memory of the house where she lives. Jessica was prioress of
her enclosed community, with all of its attendant social difficulties, and at
that level the poem talks of her life. But it can be about our house, how the
memories we have for good and ill exist in our residence. Our thoughts can
easily connect with household problems listed in the opening verse. So, while
the house is anthropomorphised it is at the same time described as an
individual’s admission of shared tensions and conflicts. It is an extended
metaphor of trials and tribulations. Here is the poem:
The House at Rest
On a dark might
Kindled in love with yearnings –
Oh, happy chance!
I went forth unobserved,
My house being now at rest.
-
St. John of the
Cross
How does one hush one’s
house,
each proud possessive wall,
each sighing rafter,
the rooms made restless with
remembered laughter
or wounding echoes, the
permissive doors,
the stairs that vacillate
from up to down,
windows that bring in colour
and event
from countryside or town,
oppressive ceilings and
complaining floors?
The house must first of all
accept the night.
Let it erase the walls and
their display,
impoverish the rooms till
they are filled
with humble silences; let
clocks be stilled
and all the selfish urgencies
of day.
Midnight is not the time to
greet a guest.
Caution the doors against
both foes and friends,
and try to make the windows
understand
their unimportance when the
daylight ends.
Persuade the stairs to
patience, and deny
the passages their aimless to
and fro.
Virtue it is that puts a
house at rest.
How well repaid that tenant
is, how blest
who, when the call is heard,
is free to take his kindled
heart and go.
Jessica Powers
It is night that, once
accepted, will “erase the walls and their display,
impoverish the rooms till
they are filled with humble silences,” and that will “let clocks be stilled.”
Because the night, as Patti Smith would say. However, Jessica then states “Midnight
is not the time to greet a guest,” reminder of that which is customary and
proper, but equally good reason to keep vigilant. Are we ready to go forth “unobserved”?
Acceptance and humility have earlier been forwarded as steps toward overcoming life’s
prior demands, whether priority or not, but now she cautions the house itself to
understand and be patient. Virtue, in the sense of courage and acceptance, and
as spelt out quietly and firmly throughout the poem, puts that which she (and
we) live with, at rest. All of these words, a storyline of growing self-awareness,
can be read in different ways, each of them valid. The night is where she meets
God and goes, when ready, to meet him. It is then too the perfected love that
can go to meet the beloved, whoever that may be, in the world beyond the
tempests and trials of the temporary house. The tenant has come to terms with
the demands of the temporal house itself and can now go to meet life, or death,
equally on terms of love. Mind and body, still filled with yearning at the moment
of death, have through the trial of night come to an acceptance. Today we ourselves
are sequestered in our house, if we are lucky enough to have a house, by order
of the state. We have about as much choice as the prioress of a convent. This
unusual historical moment causes us to look at our house afresh, just as
Jessica does in her poem. Our own bodies must become calm, our own minds must
learn prayerfulness, sometimes without much practice.
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